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[May. 29th, 2007|10:24 pm] |
i have a new livejournal it is
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i added most people, i think.
add me! |
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[May. 28th, 2007|10:50 pm] |
I got really upset/mad the other day and i slammed my head against my wall. I'm pretty sure it gave me permanent head damage because i still have a headache, and it was a couple days ago. Anyway, today was good. I hung out with Thomasin and Claire and i love them, so you know. Chill day. Weird weekend though, basically. I don't really wanna talk about it though.
I decided that i'm not going to blame myself anymore for me needing to see a therapist, and doctor etc. anymore. There's a lot going on in my life and i think it's necissary now. Yea, it sucks, and it's actually pretty lame, but yea. I'd much rather be completely carefree and happy all the time, but bad things keep happening to me, and have been happening since i was very little, and it's really not my fault. I do what i can to let things blow over and be happy, and a lot of the time i am. Eventually things will hopefully be good all the time. I like to not think about those things so seriously.
I'm writing a research paper right now. It's supposed to be 4-6 pages, i wrote 2 and a half and i'm completely done. So, that's cool. I'm really tired so i don't feel like making up a bunch of shit that doesn't make sense! Hey, i really don't want to go to school tomorrow..or any more. summer?! |
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[May. 27th, 2007|09:06 am] |
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oh my god my dad is like a fucking 2 year old |
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[May. 25th, 2007|09:09 pm] |
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today was really good. i'm feelin pretty anxious though. my drunk aunt just showed up to join my drunk dad and friend. i love the cranberries. so much. |
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[May. 24th, 2007|09:12 pm] |
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so. i passed my driver's ed test! i only got three wrong out of 174 because i'm awesome. i went to therapy today, new lady wasn't as bad as expected. i'm excited to go to starbucks with lyssa tomorrow. i'm excited i'm hanging out with thomasin on monday. and emma on saturday. and it's a half day tomorrow. 93 degrees. |
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[May. 22nd, 2007|09:40 pm] |
Things are not good lately, in general. Not only am i dealing with my shit now, which is a lot of shit, but my sister just got in a car accident sunday. it has got to be the very scariest thing to be handed a cell phone saying "don't panic...but your sister got in an accident and she is in the hospital.." So that's what happened and i got picked up soon after. of course that day wasn't fucked up enough, my dad's parked truck decided to roll down the hill and hit a tree right before it was about to go in a river. anyway.. we've been visiting my sister in the hospital and stuff, and she's coming home tomorrow morning. good good.
today was pretty horrible. from the minute i woke up it just sucked. one of those days. nothing bad really sparked it, the day was just bad. i wasn't happy in school. i got called for dismisal in history though to see my sister, so that was good. i ended up fighting with my mom and i swore at her a lot, for pretty much the first time. i told her i fucking hated her, and she was a bitch, and etc. i feel bad now, but i actually don't really, because she was being completely lame. i don't REALLY hate her, mostly.
Yesterday was okay. art kids went to Greenwhich to go to art galleries. Starbucks for delicious iced coffee. That was pretty much the highlight. No really, it was good. Even though we got bitched at for making people wait an extra 5 minutes.
My last driving class in Thursday which is good news. It smells like pez in my house for some reason, bad news.
That entry was completely out of order and sloppy and i didn't like it.
BYE |
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[May. 20th, 2007|07:34 pm] |
shut the fuck up. you don't even know, and you're not the center of the world.
my sister got in a car accident ....
someone must really hate my guts.
this day was one of the worst, ever.
feel better sister...................................... |
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[May. 16th, 2007|03:55 pm] |
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thunder thunder thunnderrr |
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[May. 15th, 2007|09:14 pm] |
i'm clean and there's a really nice breeze coming through the window.
my purse smells like sunshine incense.
i'm going to skip most periods tomorrow to set up the art show.
i only have 3 more driver's ed classes.
i have to see a new therapist. blegh. |
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[May. 4th, 2007|02:44 pm] |
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SO, I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN. oh, well. i get so much more accomplished when i don't, haha. iiiii did some things around the house. went with my sister to pick up her check at Kmart. picked up an application for new morninggg. then i drove from woodbury to the bank in washingtonn. little driver. cashed a check from my birthday. at 530 i have to face-paint little tots at the watertown carnival. i don't want to though. YEAA |
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[May. 2nd, 2007|09:14 pm] |
just kidding, i weigh 83 pounds.
but i'm gaining weight, so try not to notice.
i wish everyone would just back off a little for awhile.
blaaahh. i don't know what to say now. i had something in mind a minute ago.
it's really hot in here. i don't want to go to school tomorrow. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2007|12:17 pm] |
my coffee blew up in the microwave!
that was fun.
hey, jenny, i really like the necklace you got me, i'm wearin it.
my driving test is in september!
stare at the sun. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2007|09:16 pm] |
i lost MORE weight. that means..less than 87 pounds. i was so confident i gained weight, i guess i didn't. my dad is starting to yell at me about how i'm going to die and shit. it all still feels like a dramatazation. i need to get my act together.
ANYWAY...i got my nose pierced! hi.
and got some nice new jeanssss that are size 11-12 Y. HAHA. i like them a lot though.
TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2007|11:18 pm] |
i really do miss some people a lot. hey you people, be part of my life againnnn! eugh.
i want people to want to hang out with me and invite me places. because i love everyone. almost. ok?
anyway..
today was nice and sunny and i took pictures that i'm too lazy to upload.
thursday is my birthday.
it doesn't really matter cause i never do anything and usually no one really says anything about it. haha, whatever. i'll get my permit, and then have to go to freakin driver's ed that night. sixteen. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2007|11:09 am] |
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my parents are fucking assholes. |
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[Apr. 21st, 2007|10:18 pm] |
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flea market, sun, new morning, earth day, gap, emma's, new mil, coffee house, tea, sun, car, kevin devine, tired. i wanted to dance barefoot all day looonng! |
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[Apr. 16th, 2007|01:07 am] |
All i want to do is go to starbucks and get a
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